so far today was been an awesome day. my mom and i have spent the entire day together and it's really made me happy. along with our busy schedules we never have a lot of time to spend quality time together. we had lunch, went shopping, and i showed her some projects in the works. on top of all that...after taking a shower i received a very sweet good morning message:)
so later on this evening i'm meeting my aunt again...this time at starbucks:) we have another al-non meeting to attend. this time i'm hoping i won't be too shy or scared to talk. i know that once i do i'll be relieved and more comfortable. the people at these meetings are so supportive and i really hope to stay in contact with some of them. it's so amazing that not only me but everyone else that go to these meetings care about everyone else like i do...they are willing to help other people and be a shoulder to lean on when they don't necessarily know the person like that. i've always been some what ashamed to tell people the real deal and what really goes on in my house. now i'm realizing that i need to talk to people about it and try to open up to people...i'm not saying that i'm gonna tell everybody my business but people that i know will care and really listen to what i have to say. it's been very few people in the past...but certain people that i'm with or have a relationship with at this point in time i've been able to open up to. i can't know for sure if they really care and are willing to listen but i hope some part of them does. there are friends/significant others that i miss a lot and i can't wait to see them again. i'm thinking this summer will be huge for me...i'm not gonna say i'm starting fresh but things will be a bit different. so we'll see!
even though this week is my spring break, i'm staying busy...whats new lol. i've got al-non meetings tonight and possibly throughout the week, therapist tomorrow (never been to see one before...kinda nervous), hair appointment lol, work on upcoming projects, regular work, and other meetings. also, i'm trying to move into a house soon. i looked at one today that was so cute...it was very modern and funky...love it. it was a 2 bedroom, 1 bath, kitchen, small basement, and living room. it was small but the perfect size for me and my future puppy lol. i'm hoping it all works out.
oh and the best part of the day...i finally dropped the top:)
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