pa⋅tience – noun
1. the quality of being patient, as the bearing of provocation, annoyance, misfortune, or pain, without complaint, loss of temper, irritation, or the like.2. an ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay
all my life i feel like i could've been a little more patient when it comes to everything. whether it be waiting on a ride, an answer to a question, someone to call back, or to open a birthday present lol. i guess i'm just ready to go and get things done that i hate when i have to stop and wait. whenever i wanna do something i want it to be right that second. i've always been a productive and focused person so i hate when someone or something gets in my way of getting something done. my mom used to always tease me whenever i'd get in the car and say "you're 10 minutes late" lol. i always like to be on time and prompt when it comes to anything. if i'm late i feel really guilty lol...i know might seem silly but that's just how i am. i take work, projects, and school very seriously so i always like to be prepared and ready for anything.
there is a lot going on at this point in my life and i've just told my self over and over to just be patient. it will happen and everything will be ok...i just need to be patient. when it comes to my dad i want it to be fixed right now but that's impossible. i just have to be patient and give it time i guess...i'm hoping everything will turn out ok. i am patient when it comes to relationships though...i hate rushing into things. as long as we're both comfortable and make that connection...there should be no rushing. and the boyfriend/girlfriend label means nothing...just like marriage, most people just like the title/label. most people just like the idea of marriage and the lavish wedding ceremony following a reception. i have watching platinum weddings before and that shit is pretty cool though, i just like the design aspect of it all i guess lol.
if anything i've learned to be more patient when it comes to everything. i can't be go go go and do do do every second. maybe with school work and rides...but not with my dad's situation. i have to wait it out, keep trying, and hope for the best. if it doesn't work...at least i went to sleep knowing i tried my best and put my all into it.
patience is key
patience might be on the inside of my wrist soon:)
new music on my playlist
there is a lot going on at this point in my life and i've just told my self over and over to just be patient. it will happen and everything will be ok...i just need to be patient. when it comes to my dad i want it to be fixed right now but that's impossible. i just have to be patient and give it time i guess...i'm hoping everything will turn out ok. i am patient when it comes to relationships though...i hate rushing into things. as long as we're both comfortable and make that connection...there should be no rushing. and the boyfriend/girlfriend label means nothing...just like marriage, most people just like the title/label. most people just like the idea of marriage and the lavish wedding ceremony following a reception. i have watching platinum weddings before and that shit is pretty cool though, i just like the design aspect of it all i guess lol.
if anything i've learned to be more patient when it comes to everything. i can't be go go go and do do do every second. maybe with school work and rides...but not with my dad's situation. i have to wait it out, keep trying, and hope for the best. if it doesn't work...at least i went to sleep knowing i tried my best and put my all into it.
patience is key
patience might be on the inside of my wrist soon:)
new music on my playlist
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